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Release Date: 06th December 2005
Label:
Virgin/EMI
Producer:
Atticus Ross, The Matrix, Jonathan Davis
Recording Location:
?, Los Angeles
Singles Released:
Twisted Transistor(video directed by Dave Meyers), Coming Undone



Twisted Transistor
Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do [x4]

Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt
Says who? Says who?
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize!
Just let me be
Between you and them things

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Politics
Everyone's corrupt
You should just shut up
Lay down, back off
The demon you disrupted

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think thats the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Everybody's raped
Lying to your face
Kick's you in the gut
Slayed you here on the stop

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think thats the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Tiniest dream living in your soul
Darkest life in the deepest hole
All the guilt from the things you've told
What you thought was so much fun
You'll have to pay for

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think thats the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics


Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Hypocrites

Weeping rose of jeramiah
Drops of blood drip off your mantle
Representing all our cheers
In a ring of burning metal

How you gonna be? what you gonna say?
It doesnt bother me, who you gonna pay!


Sorcerers and sadists come to define the what and why
People travel across this earth
Over water land and sky

How you gonna be? what you gonna say?
It doesnt bother me - who you gonna pay!

Pay the ferryman and pay to fucking drive
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking lies
????????
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine

Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Weeping rose of jeramiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers help to those who need it
Don't forget care to thy brother


How you gonna be? what you gonna say?
It doesnt bother me - who you gonna pay!

Little lonely lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It's all the money that she owns
She believes the world might end

How you gonna be? what you gonna say?
It doesnt bother me - who you gonna pay!

Pay the ferryman and pay to fucking drive
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking lies
????????
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine

Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine


10 or a 2-Way
Precious fingers she knows how to hold the poison
Lick it dip it and for no perticular reason
She crawls on the floor
Slides against the door
Precious fingers shows her blossom in this season

Doesn't matter she'll be doing it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2 way
Doesn't matter she'll be doing it her way
Every night, every day

I never ment to show up here anyway
I'm only fucking you till the seasons change

Treasure deep between the places that you hold dear
Came to her to act as if we are in love here
Lying accross this chair
Fingers everywhere
To the follies of the Angels up above, yeaaaa

Doesn't matter she'll be doing it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2 way
Doesn't matter she'll be doing it her way
Every night, every day

I never ment to show up here anyway
I'm only fucking you till the seasons change

When you cum (Be a good girl)
Hold your breath (Make it last long)
It is called (Death)
The little death (Death girl)

I never ment to show up here anyway
I'm only fucking you till the seasons change

I never ment to show up here anyway
I'm only fucking you till the seasons change


Throw Me Away
Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I asume that someone hears me when I pray
Your full of hate
Don't you love how I pray?

(Chorus)
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah!
Skipping the people I embraced
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away

Screwed up, used up
Crumble lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was thought
I'm really weak
Missing parts
Incomplete

(Chorus)

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there for ever more
Wake a million thoughts someday
Recycle this shit in someway
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away

(Chorus)


Love Song
Mother
You're holding my heart screaming
Motherfucker
They left me broken bleeding
Son of
The man you loved and lived for
The son of a bitch
Who tried to show me this door

Oh

Everythings eliminated
Everything is dedicated
To the meaningless stuff Ii've hated (??)
Everything was over rated

Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken hearted
I'm used to kill, for flowers to steal
Head trip for the mortal earth bound
One sip of the blood that i've found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Ascend
Obiturary's rain down
It's our fate
We're lying naked face down

Oh

All together decapitated
Can you see me grab ????
Living with the dead god damnit
All together being dismantled (this verse was very hard to make out)


Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken hearted
I'm used to kil, for flowers to steal
Head trip for the mortal earth bound
One sip of the blood that i've found
Lying here
I'm dying here (dying here)

Don't bring me daffodil's
Bring a boquet of pills
Straight through like radium
Cracked through the cranium
Protect me when you can
Respect me when Iam dying

A song for the dear departed (Don't bring me daffodil's)
Head stone for the broken hearted (Bring a boquet of pills)
I was to kill, for flowers to steal (Straight through like radium)
Head trip for the mortal earth bound (Cracked through the cranium)
One sip of the blood that i've found (Respect me when i am dying)
Lying here
I'm dying here


Open Up
What were you thinking?
I guess i'll never know
See your eyes blinking - pupils begin to grow
Killing you softly
Pulling you in
Making your mind up of whats sick or a sin

Open up now
Let it all go
I'm quite certain
Say it ain't so
You're corrupted by some sick fuck
Ohh noo
Open up now
Head in the sky, pierce the tongue that keeps telling lies,
Still, it's in my mouth,
You breathe in but can't breathe out.

What you been taking
It makes you talk but slow (but slow)
How come i'm thinking you'd be the last to know (you'd be the last to know)

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

Open up now
Let it all go
I'm quite certain
Say it ain't so
You're corrupted by some sick fuck
Ohh noo
Open up now
And in this guy - It's the tounge that keeps telling lies
Peeling skin - my mouth
You breathe in but can't breathe out

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
And in this guy - It's the tounge that keeps telling lies
Peeling skin - my mouth
You breathe in but can't breathe out


Coming Undone
Keep holding on
When my brains ticking like a bomb
Guess the black parts have come again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing Ihave heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it qucik now

Wait
I'm coming undone
I 'm raped
I 'm coming undone
T oo late
I 'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate

Wait
I' m starting to suffocate
A nd soon i anticipate
I' m coming undone
W hat looks so strong, so delicate

Joke, joke again
I find my demons were my friends
G etting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I tasted sorrow on my tongue
A nd this sweet gun does not protect me

Thats right
T rigger between my eyes
P lease strike
M ake it qucik now

Wait
I'm coming undone
I 'm raped
I 'm coming undone
T oo late
I 'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate

Wait
I' m starting to suffocate
A nd soon i anticipate
I' m coming undone
W hat looks so strong, so delicate

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
L ooks like I'm not getting better
Not getting better


Liar
My brother, you love her
But don't give up your instincts
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to suduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a man

Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you

(Chorus)
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door

Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you

(Chorus)

(Scat)

Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you

(Chorus)

Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you


For No One
I'm getting out I'm leaving here
I'm kicking right through this door
I stole your girl who was my girl
I always said shes a whore
Punch to excelerate
From everything i hate
Now this is my kind of disaster
We give and take what we want then we'll burn down the liqour store
Pick up our friends tell them its on and they know thats what its for
Sofa for kickin it
Porn on the TV screen
These spinning rims don't come no faster

We can drive all night
And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one
Just follow the line
And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one

We're flipping off the people who dissed on us thats just our game
We're throwing bricks right through their windows and then we drive away
And brake and spin around throw things i could of found
We keep on changing our direction
Go past the school the church the places that caused us and we're gone
If we keep going forward maybe forget where we´re from
We're gonna shake things up
We're gonna break it down
We fill this car with our rejection

You can never go back, not even
If you wanted to no way
You're in deep now
You've been fucking up real good lately
1 minute you come from zero
Go now

We can drive all night
And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one
Just follow the line
And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one


Seen It All

I'm an animal
I'm the victim
I'm the answer to your prayers
I'm a witness
I'm a witch hunt
I'm the monster under stairs
I'm the ghost thats in the mirror
I'm everything that you fear
I'm the rip tide
I'm the soul shock
I'm the voice thats in your head

I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knee
I've done it all
Fucked up wasted
Still in my blood
Now inside I'm seeing...

I'm the hunted
I'm the predator
I'm the answer to the riddle
I'm the off beat
I'm the head fuck
I'm the way thats left of the middle
I'm the player
I'm denying
I'm the one whos not addicted
I'm the logic to the fuck up
I'm the broken one who fixed it


I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knee
I've done it all
Fucked up wasted
Still in my blood
Now inside I'm seeing...

I'm just a child
With a tear in it's eyes
I am holding this gift
That is broken
What do I have left now?

I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knee
I've done it all
Fucked up wasted
Still in my blood
Now inside I'm seeing...


Tearjerker

Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stars (or "stones")

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
it's just saturated loneliness

Does the silence get lonely?
Does the silence get lonely?
Who knows?
I've been hearing it tell me
I've been hearing it tell me
Go home

Cause the freaks are playing tonight
They packed up and turned out the lights

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness

And the bath waters cold
And this lifes getting old

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can


It's Me Again

I shred your bullshit poetry
Yes, it's me again
I wreck your postivity
Yes, it's me again
I fuck it to watch it bleed
I kick it to make it scream
I am the alternate choice
To some stray life I'm not saying

(Chorus)
You see beauty, I see pain
You see sky, and I see acid rain
It's me again

I rip your throat out on a whim
Yes, it's me again
I only ask for everything
Yes, it's me again
I squeeze it to feel it breathe
I smash it to fuel this need
I am the antidote for
Whatever sickness you feed

(Chorus)

Little miss fucker don't move an inch
Y'all punk suckers cant take the heat
Your blood rushing from head to feet
This is what I stand for
All unjustice thats done to man
All you fuckers know who I am
I'm living proof that you can
Turn around and say it's me again
Fuck!

(Chorus)


Last Legal Drug (Le Petite Mort)

Put your hand against your skin
Rub it gently to begin
You feel it?
Can you feel it?
When does pleasure become pain?
When does sex become insane?
You say yes
As you feel it

When you cum
(Be a good girl)
Hold your breathe
(Make it last long)
It's a mess
(And its gone)
A little tickle

(Chorus)
So please
When you die could you scream?
Mercy
Mercy for you and me
Its true
What they say fuck it boy
Love might be the last legal drug
So please
When you cry let it flow
I might
Make you stay, let you go
It's true
What they say fuck it boy
Love might be the last legal drug

Push that one more time that's all
And the rain begins to fall
You feel it?
Can you feel it?
People who ain't seen shit been
Telling you that its a sin
You say it
As you feel it

When you cum
(Be a good girl)
Hold your breathe
(Make it last long)
It's a mess
(And its gone)
A little tickle

(Chorus)

Le petite mort

(Chorus)


Eaten Up Inside

I'll die smiling,
Something the past
Someone said to me will,
Make me laugh,
And I'll lay back and fade away,

Let me go I'll be fine,
Frozen here in time,
Sick of being alive,

Eaten up inside

Let me die,
Go away,
I never got what I wanted,
I never got what I needed,
What's on my mind,
Who can say?
It's my invention I'm beating,
I can not stop all this bleeding,

I'll be ready,
Give me the morphine and I'll go to sleep,
As I dream maybe I will just slide away,

Let me go I'll be fine,
Frozen here in time,
Sick of being alive,

Eaten up inside,

Let me die,

Go away,
I never got what I wanted,
I never got what I needed,
Whats on my mind?
Who can say?
It's my infection I'm feeding,
I can not stop all this bleeding


 

 

 









Word Up
Yo' pretty ladies around the world,
Got a weird thing to show you,
So tell all the boys and girls.
Tell your brother, your sister
And your mama too, we're about to go down
And you'll know just what to do.
Wave your hands in the air
Like you don't care, glide by
The people as they start to look and stare.
Do your dance, do your dance,
do your dance quick mom
Come on baby,
Tell me what's the word, word up, up, up
Everybody say when you hear the call
You got to get it underway,
Word up, up, up, it's the code word,
No matter where you say it,
You'll know that you'll be heard.
Now all you sucker. D.J.'s
Who think you're fly
There's got to be a reason
And we know the reason why.
You try to put on those airs
And act real cool
But you got to realise
That you're acting like fools.
If there's music we can use it
Be free to dance.
We don't have that time
For psychological romance
No romance
No romance
No romance for me mom
Come on baby tell me what's the word.
Word up, up, up
Everybody say when you hear the call
You got to get it underway.
Word up, up, up, it's the code word,
No matter where you say it,
You'll know that you'll be heard.
Word up, up, up
Everybody say when you hear the call
You got to get it underway.
Word up, up, up, it's the code word,
No matter where you say it,
You'll know that you'll be heard. (x2)


Another Brick in the Wall, Parts 1, 2, 3
Daddy's flown across the ocean
Leaving just a memory
Snapshot in the family album
Daddy what else did you leave for me?
Daddy, what'd'ja leave behind for me?!?
All in all it was just a brick in the wall.
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall.

"You! Yes, you! Stand still laddy!"

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We don't need no education
We dont need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.

We don't need no education
We dont need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.

"Wrong, Do it again!"
"If you don't eat yer meat, you can't have any pudding. How can you
have any pudding if you don't eat yer meat?"
"You! Yes, you behind the bikesheds, stand still laddy!"

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[Sound of many TV's coming on, all on different channels]
"The Bulls are already out there"
Pink: "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgh!"
"This Roman Meal bakery thought you'd like to know."

I don't need no arms around me
And I dont need no drugs to calm me.
I have seen the writing on the wall.
Don't think I need anything at all.
No! Don't think I'll need anything at all.
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall.
All in all you were all just bricks in the wall

Goodbye cruel world
I'm leaving you today
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change
My mind
Goodbye.


Y'All Want a Single
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and we're still knocking the need to bow down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All across the world you've fed what you found
All across the world you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that shit! x4

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that x2

Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4


Right Now
I’m feeling mean today not lost not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating who I'm gonna kick around
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I’m feeling cold today my hurt just fucked away
I’m devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need I think it's time to bleed
I’m gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again, Oh god I can not take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up I’ll fuck you up x4
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I fucking hate youx4
I fucking hate you up(shut up) x4
Shut up


Did My Time
Realised I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something left be
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really tried
I did my time x5

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh god the anger’s changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me


Alone I Break
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
Is there nothing more to come? (am I Gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come? (more to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? x2


Here To Stay
This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain (pain , pain)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore

My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down) x4
Bring it down x4
Gonna break it down x7
Gonna break it

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore x4


Trash
How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
they make me feel so god dam exhilarated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away


Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave me nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone


Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness
In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
I need a fix
You need it to
Just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you?
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad


Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressuring me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground


Got The Life
Hate, something, sometime, someway, something kick off the for me.
Something, inside.
I'll never ever follow.
So give me something that is for real.
I'll never ever follow.

Get your boogie on...

Hate, something, someway, each day, dealing with no forgiveness.
Why? This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give me nothing just feel.
And now this shit will follow.

Chorus Version 1

God told me, I can never see the light, the light to see...
God hates me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God told me, I can never see the light, the light to see...
God hates me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.

Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
LIE!

Chorus

Got the life.

Got... the... life.


Freak On A Leash
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Chorus

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO! something on the

So...fight! something on the...

Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Chorus

Part of me...


Twist
Twist, Twist...Twist, Twist
Twist, twist, twist.


A.D.I.D.A.S.
Only See,
somehow it always seems
that I'm dreaming of something
I can never be
It doesn't bother to me,
'cause I will always be that
pimp that I see in all of my fantasies

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's...

Screwing to be the only way
that I can truly free my mind
fucked up realities,
So I dream and stroke it harder,
'cause it's so fun to see my face
staring back at me.

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's fuck.

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin'

All Day I Dream About fuckin'

All Day I Dream About Sex, Yes
All Day I Dream About Sex, And
All Day I Dream About Sex, Yes
All Day I Dream About Sex, And
All Day I Dream About Sex, Yes
All Day I Dream About Sex, And
All Day I Dream About Sex, Yes
All Day I Dream About Sex

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin' x2


Clown
"Lies within my body"
All right go…
Four, I just said you faggot piece of shit on the ground
Four, Four
Oh, hey what you talking about Ross.
Hey songs on, Err Err.
Hey are you saying so there's no clicks.
Hey were recording now start.
Just fuckin do it damn it
Lets do Twist!
I wish we could put Twist on this fuckin tape.
Wanna hear it?
Fuck you, Fuck you.
OK, you piece of shit.

Anger inside builds within my body
Why you hit me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me...

Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man

I don't run around
Trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be

Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
To come out

Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, hit me clown x4

Clown you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split
Hell you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split

Turn at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man

I'm just a fucking psycho x7


Shoots and Ladders
Ring around a roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down x2

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home x6

Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow

Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full x2

Ring around the roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down x2

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone x3
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a


Blind
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.

Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.

Deeper, deeper, deeper as I journey to
Live a life that seems to be
A lost reality that I can never find
No way to reach, my inner self-esteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind
This time I look to see what's between the lines

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind x12

I'm blind x4


Freak On A Leash (Dante Ross Remix)
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Chorus

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO! something on the

So...fight! something on the...

Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight
Chorus
Part of me...


Release Date: 24th November 2003
Label:
Epic/Immortal
Producer:
Jonathan Davis and Korn
Recording Location:
Jonathan's Home Studio
Singles Released:
Did My Time (video directed by Dave Myers), Right Now (videos directed by Nathan "Karma" Cox and Lloyds Lunchbox), Ya'll Want A Single (video directed by Andrew Jenkins) Everything Ive Known (Directed by unknown)

Right Now

I’m feeling mean today not lost not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating who I'm gonna kick around
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I’m feeling cold today my hurt just fucked away
I’m devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need I think it's time to bleed
I’m gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again, Oh god I can not take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up I’ll fuck you up x4
(Right now) Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now) I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
(Right now) I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
(Right now) I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I fucking hate youx4
I fucking hate you up(shut up) x4
Shut up

Break Some Off
I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to like
Realize nothing is left inside
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm About to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm About to break somebody off
My lies - going to hurt you
My phase - not going to wait this time
I play, games just to despite you
I know, you're going to believe this time
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break somebody off
Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this
Fuck
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break somebody off
Off, off, off, off

Counting On Me
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the pain
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me and won't go down
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the pain

Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
Can it really be the day, today
Does this really mean the problems go away
I'm going to hurt just in time
Right now!
I take in all I can now
Right now!
You've told us all about
Right now!
There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now x 9
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave (x2)


Here It Comes Again
Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they maybe end up dead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Silent it goes away
Patient, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how
Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I don't know how?
Here we go again (again) (x8)
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!


Deep Inside
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body is troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie: "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they bring drama to me
Look, look at me now
NOW!
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please just go away
Please god just make the pain...


Did My Time
Realised I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something left be
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really tried
I did my time x5
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me


Everything I've Known
Away, I see it's going down
Today, hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known
Our lives, were good in everywhere
Too late, time after time
All love turned to hate
But we stayed by each other's side
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known
I keep holding on, I feel i'm where I belong
Everytime we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved, but my pride
Then we meet again
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known


Play Me
Nas:
Everybody's an enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nikkid women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)

Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)

JD:
You fill your lies around me
And you think you've won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done

JD:
You think that you can take me
You think that you can play me
You're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x6

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)

Alive
I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need no place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause it's is the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind
Alive x 8
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
Alive x 8
Little things sting me everyday
Cause the pain, is how I like to play
Better not cross that line
Voices in my head I didn't save
It's something that I can't throw away
What's inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)

(Feeling so alive)
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)
Alive x 4
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive


Lets Do This Now
Run away nowhere
To chicken shit to face
I'm gonna go there
The beer I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gonna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Let's do this now x2
You're gonna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's gonna to go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do in my way
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2
Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that
LINE! LINE!
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x4


I'm Done
We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does this have to end this way
Feeling done so long
Oh god it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all
I lived to go away
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down


Y'all Want A Sinlge
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom
What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4
What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and we're still knocking the need to bow down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4
We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All across the world you've fed what you found
All across the world you're breaking you down
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that shit! x4
Fuck
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that x2
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4


When Will This End
Spinning inside rotting away
Something inside of me's been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always takes shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on
End!
When will this end!? (x7)
When will this end!?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?


One
I can't remember anything
Can't tell If this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothings real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me
Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot die
Trapped in Myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell


 
 
 
Release Date: 11th June 2002
Label:
Epic/Immortal
Producer:
Michael Beinhorn
Recording Location:
Various Locations
Singles Released:
Here to Stay (video directed by Albert & Allen Hughes), Thoughtless (video directed by Albert & Allen Hughes), Alone I Break (video directed by Sean Dack)


Here To Stay

This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design.
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
I'm here to stay (bring it down) [x4]
Bring it down [x4]
Gunna break it down [x7]
GONNA BREAK IT!
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
Give anymore. [X4]


Make Believe
I'm thinking of,
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love,
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart,
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Some how making me feel sane
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
I'm thinking of,
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
Your Life (your life),
I hate (I hate) it, oh god
Can I replay (replay)?
Stop and help me. (stop and help me)
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
The shit seems to follow (Shit seems to follow)
The shit seems to follow [x2]


Blame
So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly..
Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart.
So I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes, lonely.
Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart.
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.
The time is coming
Gone Insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you're to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you're to blame
Blame [x4]
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are. [x2]


Hollow Life
Beating the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...(lives [x7])
Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know?
We fall in space,
We can't look down,
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive,
Am I asleep?
Or have I died
(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.
Welcome to this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know? [x2]
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace I have found


Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out
It's not kosher feeling like I'm on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
[scat in background]
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you fucked up my mind
You're going to pay this time
[scat in background]
I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside


Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
[repeat 2x]
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming


Hating
My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
I Cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find,
find, find, find, find, find, find, find
All my feelings have been eating onto me
Feed inside, is there something wrong
with me?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find,
find, find, find, find, find, find, find


One More Time
Always just coming in here,
starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved
each time it happens it's
always the same
I look down and then start to bawl
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
Always this teasing
sometimes I lose faith
where is my strength to hold on?
facing existence how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time. [x2]
Falling through this space in time
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a dream
falling through a world unseen
why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
falling towards this hole I see
this is how it has to be.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time. [x2]
One more time [x2]


Alone I Break
Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? [x2]


Embrace
Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace)
My life, worry, life is story
Give up, beating
I'll start, needing
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) (Embrace Embrace [x4])
What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall.
I'm bringing me down [x3]
I'm bringing me...down
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) [x2]


Beat It Upright
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I want to feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
I'll behave
Oh my God, make me beg, my God!
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my God) (get down)
Come on ream my ass for fun (get down/my God/get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (my God) (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
We're going on a ride
I'm gunna turn you inside out upside down
Don't try to run and hide,
Yes it's true what they say about my kind.
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.


Wake Up Hate
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the burden of my everything,
an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, I'm still hating
till I can not hate no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
take me, away
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up

I'm Hiding
Maybe I'm insane
walking on a wire
maybe I'm the same
Nothing can take me higher
tell me where to start
think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
make it go away
Maybe I'm to blame
maybe I'm a Liar
maybe we're the same
nothing can stop the fire
I can't feel my heart
but I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces taunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly
Maybe I'm insane
walking on a wire
maybe I'm the same
Nothing can take me higher
I can't feel my heart
but I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces taunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly. [x2]


No One's There
You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind
You and me
We have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what's in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind
Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind [x2]


 
 
 
Release Date: 16th November 1999
Label:
Epic/Immortal
Producer:
Brendan O' Brian
Recording Location:
A&M Studios, West Hollywood
Singles Released:
Falling Away From Me (video directed by Fred Durst), Make Me Bad (video directed by Martin Weisz), Somebody Someone (video directed by Martin Weisz)


Dead

All I want in life is to be happy (happy).
It seems funny to me.
How fucked things can be.
Everytime I get ahead.
I feel more dead.

Falling Away From Me

Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flew with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Hear what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flew with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
So down.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Pressing me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.
It's falling away from me.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

Trash
How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god damn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can't give it up.
The pain that I'm just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you.
And make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is fuck it away.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.

4U
This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.
You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.

Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me.
I can't get out of bed.
There is evil in my head.
Everyone just let me be.
Because when I hit the stage.
It is gone and I am free.
Goddam you say you'll get up for me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame.
And I could not have my pain.
Everyone please let me be.
'Cause we're on stage.
And it's gone and I am free.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just know one day.
I won't give up.
Everyone just let me be.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
Be there, for me.

Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion.
I thought it would be fun and games (would be
fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
All I wanna do it look for you.
And when I fix, you needed to.
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.
What does it mean to you?
For me its something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
Does it make me bad.

It's Gonna Go Away
Ooh, fuck, fuck, fuck.
I've gotta let her go (What happened?).
(What happened then?).
Never let it up, let it up, let it up.
Ah! Let it up.
I dont want this to go away (Go away).
I'm so scared (Going away).
I can't stand what's going on (It's going away).
We all crumble (It's still gonna go away).
(It's still gonna go away).
We crumble under pressure (pressure).
Pressure (pressure).
I can't go living on...

Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Each day more frightening.
All of us wanna die.
The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take all the stupid bullshit.
What makes them think they can get away with it.
I'm not happy.
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All our heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
No more fighting!!
I swear I'm gonna leave.
Talking shit to spite me.
I wish we just..
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All our heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.

Am I Going Crazy?
Am I going crazy?
Am I going insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost to escape?
Nothing is right.
I am so scared.

Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see).
How my life has been (taken).
Taken.
This demon (haunts me).
Haunts me.
They're waiting (help me).
Help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
Hey, daddy (Daddy).
They are taking me (away).
Biting.
Facing him (my soul).
My soul.
They're eating.
Please help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
They carry this thing inside of me.
Wants to get out.
All it does is scream and shout.
I'm trying not to let them out.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
But I'm not going to listen.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
Hey, Daddy

Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you in.
I'm just watching you.
And I don't know what to do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Feeling all the hurt you hide.
Thought you were my friend.
Seems it never ends.
I need somebody someone.
Can't somebody help me.
All I need is to be.
Loved just for me.
Giving you this and that.
Giving gave nothing back.
It's all related to.
All the things I do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Seeing all the things you tried.
I am nothing.
I look I sign.
I need someone.
Inside to help me out.
With what I'm trying.
I'm crying, I'm frying.
In a pile of shit.
I'm dying.
I'm dying.
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
Someone.

No Way
Lately things won't go my way.
Lately everything is grey.
It feels like something.
It feels like.. nothing
So I cam too far.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way.
So I cam too far.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way.
So I'm angry for today.
Anger's the only thing I've made.
It feels like something.
No it's.. nothing.
So I cam too far.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way.
To live this way.
Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me I can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me I can't
Wait to give them these feelings of hating.
Deep down inside me to all to take.
Ripping at me.
They're ripping at me.
Ripping at me.
So I cam too far.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way.
(Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me I can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me!)

Let's Get This Party Started
A man is crying, takes me to a certain place.
Which I don't often mind.
You see a family walking.
Always thinking of being somewhere else in
time.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
. It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.
Time is ticking, it makes me feel content.
With what I have inside.
Constant paranoia surrounds me.
Everyone I see is out to get me.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.
You make me feel insane.
You make me feel insane.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.

Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
I wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how she kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't lookin' at me.
While you are raping me.
You are taking my life.
And sellin it tee hee.
Why should I complain.
At least it helps my pain.
I am very cool now.
And it doesn't blot my fame.
I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
Wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how you kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
You fuckin pussy!


Counting
I can't bare to face what's growing in my head.
Please get away from me.
Take advantage of what I still guess you do.
One day you'll pay for me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
You just see me as something you throw around.
You were there for me (there for me).
Beating down to the ground, yes it always
seems.
You take more from me (from me).
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
It's funny how we get started.
They get their money from the things on you.
They get your money and the girls and the fame.
I only do it for the fun.
That's my game.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.

Dirty
Keep knocking.
No one's there.
Pouring down.
Near be felt.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Keep hoping.
Nothing to spare.
So my life.
Isn't quite there.
Feel like a whore.
A dirty whore.
Such a whore.
Dirty.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Into you.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again...


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